Aw! That is the worst feeling, I hope you'll realize that everyone here loves you and values you just the way you are - which is NOT a monster!
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"Better not look down, if you want to keep on flying
Put the hammer down, keep it full speed ahead
Better not look back, or you might just wind up crying
You can keep it moving, if you don't look down" - B.B. King
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