To start off I take 150mg of Seroquel and 5 - 10mg Valium and sometimes an Ambian to try to sleep. Nothing is helping, I toss and turn all night and don't get out of bed till at least 11 sometimes as late as 1. I still have pain from the surgery and have a hard time getting comfortable. The dreams are not helping. Last night I a dream about drug use, which brings up a lot from the past and now I can't stop thinking about using. It seems like all the dreams I have been having are real things, the rape, the drugs, my childhood, my kids and it sticks with me all day. That of course is making my depression worse. When I wake up during the night from the dreams they start right back up when I do fall back to sleep. I have taken 300mg Seroquel in the past and also Trazadone that seemed to help better than what I'm on now, I go to the Dr. 03/15 hopefully she can change some things around.