@ thebyzantine i dont remember whats in my profile here, but what did u find that sounds serious?
Yes i am in a safe relationship. Im engaged and very happy with him.

Ive already seen 3 psychiatrists last year and ive been on several medications that have not helped, at times worsened my depression but supressed my panic attaks. They also made my hair thin horribly and i gained ten pounds despite the same portihons. Sorry for mispells, using mobile device.

@rohag
No i dun think rso lol.
I thought of that. But i wasnt always like this , i think. Its just the anxiety and depression.