Sleeps, i took my hat of to you because it seems like you deserve some real recognition for the struggle you have and the way in which you are dealing with it. I admire that you can see the other side of things, that your T is on holiday and may want free time. Im not saying you shouldnt call or that you should continually deny yourself this contact. The truth is that there are times when we all need to reach out and get what we need. Its just that you are being considerate in your feelings of needing your T and that deserves recognition. It sorta tells me that you are working hard at having a meaningful relationship, and part of that is accepting that others have needs too.

Hey sleeps, your my hero, im going to try to be more like you on this.

Audrey