Ive raised this very issue with my T. Wanting the world from her and feeling hurt when i dont get it. Wanting a mum and not getting it hurts like crazy. And the fear of losing my T and the fear of being abandoned. Ive actualy told her this is what im struggling with and we are actually going to discuss it tonight. Its hold onto the seat of your pants time cos if she starts to tell me what she can and cannot do i will get distraught. All im able to say, or talk about at the moment is that this is how i feel. Im even afraid to move on in case it means letting go. What a tight web im in.

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