Am I even worth the effort to men or even my family for that matter I spent my life being just a burden on my family and a piece of *** to men. I am tired of living like this. I thought I found someone to spend my life with but he is never there. I thought I could trust a friend of mine but he used me to get off. My friends are never there, my parents work all the time and my days are spent wondering if I would have been happier if I didn't date that one guy that changed my life for the worst forever...he took away everything and somehow I am still here.