I had a very helpful and supportive psychologist who I used to see for my OCD and after 3yrs of not seeing him I went back to see him for a tune up. Also I stopped seeing my current PDoc each time for about 7 months and each time I wanted to go back to her she willingly accepted me with open arms. They have both always been nothing but helpful and supportive with me. I hope you are able to figure things out.