[quote=Malachite;1694516]Dear Tara,

I have three more questions for you:

1) Under what circumstances did the medication become part of your life?
2) When did you first become aware of your bdsm preference?
3) What role has masturbation played in you life, i.e., if any?

Medication became part of my life when I attempted suicide in 2001. I first became aware of my bdsm preference when it was introduced to me in 2009. As a child I was forced to masturbate. It became a shame thing that after my first orgasm I got over it. Now it's compulsive. I'm trying to stop it but am having difficulty.

Tara