pgrundy - I shouldn't even reply because I've just started therapy in December. I can imagine burnout though. Even though I've therapy for only a few sessions, I sometimes feel that I've talked enough.

Can you talk to your T about your concerns? About how it's hard to feel hopeful or to care? And how disappointed you are that you landed in the hospital? I would go with a written list of questions and listen very carefully to the answers and have the T repeat the answers if I didn't quite understand them.

Is it a 'big game'? I don't think so. We are trying to find peace and meaning in our lives. My T keeps telling me that it's a process and doesn't happen quickly nor easily. Some wounds are just more difficult to heal. I suspect that you shouldn't quit. We all can use ongoing support whether we can detect progress or not.