Today ,not so good. Those feelings still very much so around and to top it all off thoughts of SI just got way too much to handle and i could control myself the part of me that usually says thats enough you have to stop has disapeared..very tough. I know the first weeks of new meds are tough but usually for me they're not this bad. Suicide and SI and pretty much a constant thought. Think I have meeting with psych on Tuesday,if not I'm pretty sure I'll make an appt. These meds are pushing me over the edge and I can't take much more of this.