I am so scared to go back to school. I can't do it. I just can't. So many people, so many stares. I am terrified.
He doesn't understand how much pain I am in. He doesn't understand that I CAN'T DO THIS.
Please, I don't know what else to do.


My family doesn't believe me. They think I am crazy. That I need to go to a mental house and that I did ALL of this to get out of school. They are taking everything away from me.
Telling them was the worst thing I have ever done.
I really wish that my life had ended that night.