I can totally relate to how you feel. I was laid off and both of my parents are deceased. My sister is my only surviving close relative and after telling her I had been laid off in an e-mail I never heard from her again, not even at Christmas. Friends who said they'd "Be there" have been anything but. It's been very eye-opening and it makes it hared to trust anyone. But believe me you are not alone in your feelings. I just try to have faith that everything will work out and then from here on out I will be even more selective with who I surround myself with.