My T saved my life. I had already decided on SU. I went to T as a very last ditch effort because I didn't want people who did love me to wonder why I didn't at least try to reach out. And I wanted someone to actually know why I did it so they could explain it in some way to those I did love. THAT is what I went into therapy to accomplish.

What happened was that I was helped and was led through the dark night of the soul.
That was something that I don't believe to be a "crock" ... Just saying :-)