happycheeks
Some people use word "pervert" too easy, that's all. Essentially it means something outside of that person's definition of what is "ok" for sex. Gee, not too long ago in some places there were people who would consider anyone who'd allow woman on top to be a pervert.

There are is various degrees of attraction. I am straight, BUT I am also attracted to women, just not sexually. Several times in my life I have fallen in love with women, it was quite real, sweet and quite platonic. It doesn't have to be all or nothing.

Go easy on yourself. Don't worry too much about labeling yourself this way or that and then trying to conform to that label. Meet people, have real friendships and relationships, and then worry how to describe it.