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I am in support chat right now, because I really need someone to talk to and no one in 3D really does it for me. I am just sabatoguing my life. I'm staying up late because I actually feel really good, even if slightly agitated, between 1am and 4am. That leads to me sleeping til about 1pm and I tend to wake up depressed. I tend to wake up depressed most days, but having wasted my day doesn't help. The crazy thing is, I don't really want to do anything with my day, and still feel guilty for not having done anything. This is hurting my relationship with my mother too, although I've learned nothing I do will make her give up on me, which at times can really annoy me. I started mood stabilizers on the first of this month, but am more and more frequently missing doses. I know that this is stupid but I just really don't want to take them. Anyways, if someone wants to chat with crazy old me: Come on in!
Laura
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction!
---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859.
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