Thanks everyone. I am going to stick with it. I appreciate the good suggestions. I did talk to my therapist a bit about how I'm feeling, but maybe I need to focus on that more until I get past it.

lastyearisblank--I think you nailed it. I think I'm still just kind of shocky from all the stuff that's gone wrong and how frustrating life is right now. Thanks for putting this in perspective.

I appreciate all the support you guys. Thank you.