I started the day off fine, but it quickly turned into pain and sadness. Crying for two hours straight.

no. i stayed with my sister, and watch a movie with her and her husband. so, i left at 1am, and no one is open that late around here, so. No alcohol. probably for the best.

i'm bored, lonely, and sad. i don't have the energy to do my laundry, or take all my trash to the local dump. :/ i barely have enough energy to shower right now. :/

i do have a therapist. but she's sick, and had to cancel our thursday session. i don't see her again untl tuesday; i see her twice a week.

no meds anymore. i'm in the process of studying my mood swings off meds. it's painful, but it has to be done.