I still haven't heard back from my agency
She emailed me and told me she'd call me over the weekend.
i just can't wait to have this conversation already.

In the meantime, my husband is being such a jerk. On top of telling me he can't support me financially, which I knew already and am prepared for...he's just not being understanding at all...not even a hug when I'm crying....no words of encouragement. It had been bad between us but I thought it had been getting a bit better till i told him about the job thing and now I can barely stand to be around him and am thinking if i could just stick the job out a little longer, i'd have enough money to leave him if i cash out one of my savings plans....that's how bad it is. i'm just so overwhelmed with sadness and anxiety right now....I feel like I have nothing.