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Originally Posted by Malachite
Dear Tara,
I have three more questions for you:
1) Under what circumstances did the medication become part of your life?
2) When did you first become aware of your bdsm preference?
3) What role has masturbation played in you life, i.e., if any?
Medication became part of my life when I attempted suicide in 2001. I first became aware of my bdsm preference when it was introduced to me in 2009. As a child I was forced to masturbate. It became a shame thing that after my first orgasm I got over it. Now it's compulsive. I'm trying to stop it but am having difficulty.
Tara
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I don't think you being extremely active sexually has to be a problem.
Can I ask - are those many partner even satisfying your sexually? I mean, REALLY satisfying you? I bet most men aren't. They scratch the surface, but none of them DEEP DOWN satisfy your needs, and that's part of the reason you keep searching.
Can I suggest something here. You need something which will 100% satisfy the craving and not have you back for more. Have you heard of the Sybian? It will allow you to get IMMENSE pleasure beyond your wildest dreams, all in the comfort of your own home, without all the risks of engaging strangers. This device will satisfy any urge, no matter how intense, and should you keep you in check. After using the machine for a period of time and the cravings start diminishing, you should be able to concentrate on other things.
Hope this helps