Thanks guys...I would love to call him but I never have. I guess I just feel like I see him twice a week and that should be enough. The only reason I want to now is because I had a rough session yesterday and I still feel horrible. I was just triggered out of the blue and I can't talk to anyone about it. I'm not sure what I want T to say...maybe nothing. Even though says on his voicemail at work "if this is a clinical emergency and after hours I can be reached on my cell" but, he has never actually said to me "call me if you need to"...so I feel a little wierd about it.