Awwww, poetgirl,

I could have written this post right now. I am so sorry that you are feeling stuck inside this dark place. It is no fun AT ALL!! I wish that I had some words of wisdom to offer, but I am trying to crawl out of a similar space myself right now......BUT, I can offer you my understanding and support and let you know that you are DEFINITELY not alone. The pain is just total and complete HELL right now, but it is definitely taking us somewhere, toward healing, toward understand and insight......toward (dare I say it??) an ability to love and accept ourselves. Hang in there, ok??