Here I go again. The insomnia has kicked in and the thoughts don't stop. I just want to get this stuff out of my head! I am so worn down from the battle. I've used every item on my coping skills list and I'm still scared and anxious. I really hate this. I want a fresh start. I want to be someone else. Someone who doesn't have all this sh** breaking me apart. It's too late to call my T and my family is asleep. When will this get better?