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Originally Posted by Music Rules Me
I tried talking to the college counciller, but I just ended up humiliated and crying talking about the past, and getting nothing really out of it. Perhaps it was because after the session when I got asked if I thought I was depressed, I never went back. Because I can't be depressed. I have nothing to be depressed about. My family life is good, my friends are good, I've got pretty much everything I could ever need or want. It's so selfish of me to feel this way.
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It's not selfish at all for you to feel this way. Depression is no one's fault and sometimes it just happens for no reason. You should never feel selfish because you are depressed. Also you very obviously worry about other people and how they feel so you aren't selfish.
I would recommend seeing the counselor at your school again. I've been seeing on at my school and it was awkward and uncomfortable at first but it takes more than one visit to get something out of it. Don't ever feel bad about posting how you feel here. The people here are so nice and someone is always willing to help. you can message me at anytime.