I'm just having a really bad day. No money, and my son has been a huge PITA all day, not listening whatsoever, just doint whatever he wants. And then, while he was supposed to sit at the table and finish his dinner (everyone else was done, he takes FOREVER), I was putting the little one to bed, and I heard the older one running down the hallway. When I came out I smelled lemon. Well, it turned out that my son had sprayed our two cats with furniture polish, chasing them down the hallway. Of course he tried to deny it and lie about it, but there was no denying it. he always does stuff like that. Has been for a long time. I told him if he does something like that again, the cats are gone. I can't have him constantly mistreating the cats. If he can't treat them right, then they'd be better off somewhere else. He's 8, he knows better.
I'm just really down tonight, it just was an all around bad day. I feel like crying.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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