Aww, thanks, Improving....

I am taking in your feedback and appreciate your support. I am trying to just let go of this need to control things in my life. There are just things that are outside of my control, and I feel like I'm scrambling to regain control....I need to be ok with what is. I'm trying to do that, but it's really really hard. I am also trying to let go of feeling responsible for others...that, too, is difficult for me. I've suffered for so long, to try to make others happy, to the detriment of my health and well-being. Yet, when I gained the courage to do what's healthy for me, it feels so awful. Blech.