The fog has finally begun to lift. I am experiiencing a burst of energy, wanting to reach out to everyone, apologize and explain to everyone, etc. It's all good thoughts, but as I sit in the silence of night and calm myself, I can't help but wonder what lies ahead - specifically if something will good feelings will crash. This is the first time I've ever had clarity over my depression and it's affects on my husband and myself. The first time I have tried with this knowledge.

I want someone to tell me it's going to work. I am committed to moving forward and continute to seek help, exercise, communicate, reach out and cultivate friendships... But it is hard to read a lot of posts about how many times people have tried and failed. I know there are success stories too and that is encouraging. It's just that there's that little nagging deep inside me that wonders if this really is all going to work out.

thoughts? experience? advice?

thank you