MUE -((HUGS))
Wow so much in u are so little time eh? It sounds like your emotions are all coming at once right now. I think from what I can gather you are dealing with both grieving and guilt. Yucky combo. I wouldn't worry about that email about the group therapy, With your ex I believe that you did what was right for you and your family at that time. No need to feel guilty about it. As for the hermit, Halleluja!! You will get through this MUE, I have got faith in you as you are VERY strong!!