Hello, Elana05!
That's a good description. I'm going to have to remember it.
Wonderful...and draining. Working on yourself and working to find work are both stress-filled and tiring activities, and you've been engaged in both simultaneously. They may easily account for your tiredness, and, in light of all the symptoms you mention, it's possible you may be suffering from another illness. If your situation permits, see a doctor.

Please be friendly toward yourself, Elana05.