Hi Mo.

It sounds like your in a really painful place right now. Most of us have been there/are there/will be there soon...etc. The comment of the intensive hospital therapy...were they referring to outpatient partial hospitalization or inpatient? Not that it matters, it sux to hear either one. But at least at partial you can go home at night and tend to things...plus its a set amount of time.

If your T thinks you need more, maybe you do. That could be a hospital, it could be partial...or it could be with an alternate T who responds to your phone calls and emails DAMMIT. (had to yell there, because not responding to your phone call is just pathetic.)

YOU are not a failure, and YOU are not dumb or sick. You're going thru a rough patch and you need some support.

(oh and the receptionist thing, don't let that bother you, they are required to let you know your balance after sessions.)