((((((((((Can't Stop Crying)))))))))))

My heart goes out to you and everyone else who has endured such horror and misery.

I cannot answer your questions, though I must state I too have been left aghast and astounded by the audacity of those who believe their needs or drives take priority over the basic rights of others to the point of violation.

You are already a very strong person, but I wish you further strength in the struggles you face. I also wish you eventual peace and happiness--as much as you can bear. One day, I hope you are overtaken by total joy, and I realize it's no easy road getting there.

All the best to you.