So sorry, I know exactly how you feel. No one really understands how scary it is unless they've been through it, especially if you're single, I know how that feels. Like there is know one to "catch" you during this fall. I'm 9 months into this and I still feel so alone at times.

What I have learned is - it will get better, maybe not right away and maybe not all the time - but it will.

Until then keep up your strength, eat, sleep and when youre over being sick start excersing. I run and it has been a saving grace throughout this process I am still going through..

And always remember you are NOT alone!