Familly is tough to deal with. That's why I took a step back but my familly do not accept my decision. They would have prefered I would have stayed around but I couldn't anymore. I even went over my limit with them. Trying and trying. But still something went wrong when I was a child because everybody in my familly cannot stand me or they like to hurt me. Something like that. In my heart I still don't know why. I probably will never know why. All I know if I didn't look like them so much physically I would swear I'm from a different familly.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time with your familly too.
(((((((((((((Grace)))))))))))))