I'd say very trusting - in your mom if you still run to her. that shows you and your mom have apretty good maybe even great relationship. I am glad you can depend on her when these things happen. I have to open my window too (usually because I had a nightmare and am in a fully blown panic attack and the breese coming in helps but my window doesn't cast shadows from the light outside. I made my curtains out of the top sheet from my sheet set that matches my comforter. so I keep that closed and the blinds closed. Air comes in underneath and also through the verticle slats and comes out the bottom and sides of the curtains but the light casting shadows does not come in. maybe that could help you.