I know it's my own stupid fault & I really should know better, but I drank pretty heavily even by my standards the last week of drinking. I took my last drink, and I ferverently pray it will be my last drink ever last Thurs. eve. before starting rehab on Fri. Coming off the alcohol has been tough. Oh technically I've had worse physical withdrawals, at least I didn't have a seizure this time, but I'm just so exhausted physically and my hands are still shaking slightly which I hate. I'm getting too old for this. Every time stopping is physically harder on me. I have to stay sober this time, because I don't think I can handle another withdrawal.

Please remind me of this if I start posting 6 months from now, that I feel like drinking.

--splitimage