Thanks Eileen, Improving & Sannah -

ive calmed down, but am still a little perturbed by all of this. will continue to think about things over the next couple of days. obviously i need to do whats best for me, im not sure a "group" involved thing is going to be beneficial for me.

i feel also there have been some misunderstandings with t and I and her perception of my thoughts. will think about it as i said and go from there. am seriously wondering if i need to quit t altogether. am i overthinking too much? am i too self absorbed? i felt t was bothered by me today by the time i left, because i didnt jump on the intense whatever stuff and because of my responses to her and because twice i asked her to stop talking so that i could get out what was on my mind at that time. my perception of people is generally pretty spot on, so it makes me wonder if this is the right t for me, or me for them as a client?

who knows. life will go on as it always does.

no apologies necessary Sannah - eeek...eeek !