I hope, Sannah, that if I can learn to trust that I can make healthy connections with others and if I can learn to trust that it's a mutual connection and I'm worthy of the connection and the love in it.....that yes, it will suffice! It may not be that I ever feel 'full' so to speak, but maybe someday I can feel full enough, that the ache from the empty place is much diminished or even displaced.....
I know I also need to learn to be content with the connection I do have with my T, rather than be discontent for what it cannot be .....and I need to learn how to enrich the real-life connections I have....but it's feeling like a sad, slow, long, bumpy learning process right now!