Thank you lizardlady

I'm actually considering a trip to my doc within the next month or two. I'm saving some money for it and for some of the testing she might have me go through. I haven't had insurance for years now. This past year has set me back a few thousand dollars as I had a fall last June and broke my hand and elbow I've also been seeing an endrocronologist (sp) for my Type 2 diabetes as well....not cheap by any stretch of the imagination *sigh*

It could very well be the winter weather putting me in this funk and pain. I also know when a weather front is coming through before it gets here. It truly sucks! The hardest thing for me going through all this is that I am so hard on myself and at times catch myself thinking I'm lazy and I need to get over this and just do what I have to do. That sure doesn't help with the depression I'm feeling from the fibro....sort of adding salt to the wound with that negative thinking eh? I'm working on that too.

Until I get the appt. I'll just keep muddling on through I suppose, I mean, what choice do I have?

*hugs* to you and I hope you are taking good care of yourself dear one!