I have T today, this afternoon, and I'm really nervous. I have lots to talk about - losing my job, relapsing again, going back into rehab, but most importantly I have to ask her if she'll reduce her rate for me when I'm unemployed or at least let me pay less now, and then pay her back when I'm working again. I'm so scared she'll say no. And I hate talking about money. And I don't want to be a burden on T.
I'm just scared.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
