I can't help but to be very disappointed. From what I know, everyone is doing all they can for you Angel, including me. You have to really want to heal. If you are not going to make the solid effort to get your mind on other more positive things to take the focus off of cutting - I'm not sure that there is anything else that can be done to help you. You are going to have to step up and face your fears and take a deep look at what's inside you that makes you want to harm yourself.

No, it's not easy...nothing in life is. The way I see it you have two choices...continue to cycle the same negative emotions / feelings and continue to get the same results you are getting...or make a solid commitment to yourself to change.

You have to put one foot in front of the other....

If you are going to eat an elephant - what do you suppose would be the best way to eat it????

ONE BITE AT A TIME!!!

And that is how you need to approach tackling your emotional issues.

But as of now I don't see you digging deep enough to make the effort to do so.

With Love,

Momma J