Just left my docs office, round 2 of short term disability ends next week...he will not release me to go to work. I know that I'm not ready and I know that he is right - I always tend to take on more than I can handle. I just want to be successful at one thing right now...I should feel relieved to not have the added pressure but I feel like I am letting everyone down. I can't work, I can't help my son, I can't beat this stupid depression. I am living up to my parents predictions - worthless