Hello

I'm sorry to hear what you've been through. I hope everything goes okay for you. I've had times where I felt like I didn't want to be here but really, I just want to escape from my problems. I hope your not with your boyfriend because he doesn't sound nice. And plus he cheated... That is out of order. You may need the freedom and time to be able to breathe and not having to suffer with your boyfriend causing you grief.