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What a hard, spiraly place you are in.

I've been there with my T - one miscommunication leads to another, that leads to me freaking out, more miscommunications....and it really IS crazy-making. Over time, I've learned to just let things BE, just sit with them and trust T and the relationship and myself. But it didn't happen overnight!

So...you said you don't know what to do besides sit there. That truly IS one option. To just sit with it and wait until Thursday when you see her.

If that feels too unbearable (I know how SLOWLY time passes in these spiraly moments), could you send a very clear e-mail telling her that you need her to please call you? If I told my T it was "his call" whether or not to call me, he wouldn't call me. He wants me to be responsible for my needs, and to ask for what I need. Once I ask, he's totally willing to give me whatever it is...but I have to be really clear. I understand why, but it really is frustrating sometimes.

Hugs to you!