You have to remember that God doesn't make JUNK. You are NOT worthless! And what kind of parents tell their child that they ARE?? No way would I EVER say that to my children!!!

It's up to you to prove them wrong and I KNOW that you can do it. In fact you already have. You stayed strong - you went to the doctor when you knew that you needed to, and got the care that you needed! You are caring for yourself. That's a first step - you have to love yourself so that others can. Just for now, take care of YOU. Pamper yourself so that you can heal. You are NOT letting anyone down. Just don't let your SELF down -- get some rest, and try not to worry so much. Remember - God doesn't make junk. Hugs, Lee