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I started the new years right.

My wound is saying im hurting on the inside and i will show u by the marks on my skin, i am a volcano of emotions bottled down because its the RIGHT thing to do and now im erupting, and the lava is my blood, and all the pain is coming out, look at the pain the world inflicts on me, look at the death of a spirit just come trickling out. Look at the pain i go through.

My wounds speak alot, more than my mouth can ever say. My mouth speaks words and my wounds speak emotions and pain. How i went so long without cutting, i dont care really, right now i just want to watch my blood come out and feel the releif that i have so missed. I dont want to give up cutting now. I missed my old friend so much. I know cutting is bad but right now its all i got. All my ties to people who could help me have been severed by the new years. No more docs, no more hospitals, nothing. I am on my own.