Oh don't I know it! I'm 36 and I wish I could say everything will just get better, but it doesn't overnight or years sometimes. I believe everything happens for a reason, and sometimes I'm not sure what the reason is, but I have to hope I will pull thru. I'm not in a good place personally right now. It seems worse than ever but some part of me keeps trying to tell myself it will get better. One day at a time. That is all we can do. Keep fighting.