Squiggle, I think you already know I can relate to your feelings/fantasies for and about your T. For me, it has been very healing to see that touching my T can feel normal. I've been worried for years that if I touched my Ts it would feel sexual. I was so afraid when she first suggested that I hold her hand. Now I know that it just feels good, and she doesn't think I'm gay or anything. If I were, she'd accept that about me too. It did feel "too good" that time she tapped on my knees so I told her, and she just accepted that too. Amazing to me! So, I wonder if you did touch your T, maybe you would feel more settled about the whole subject. Or maybe not.

To answer your question, I don't have sexual fantasies about people, but more like "love" fantasies about my T. I'm sure others do, though. Actually, there is something sexual that makes me think of my T, but I can't write about it, though she knows.