Welcome, and I'm happy you're here!

I can understand how upsetting it is to have such a drastic change in style that affects the level of comfort you get. My T also does not do any kind of touch in therapy, but he shows me his caring in other ways. I hope your new T is able to give you what you need in other ways to help you work through difficult things. I absolutely love that you are getting your needs met with your boyfriend instead. That's a very healthy way of self-care.