she called back. i missed the call because my ringer was turned off, i'm so mad. she left me a message saying "of course" were meeting tomorrow and that "nothing has changed." she also said three times that she was looking forward to seeing me. i wished i had talked to her, i don't even know what i would have said, but still. it's really hard to sit here and wait..

anyone got any ideas of ways to distract oneself?