that would be: ideas besides calling her again, which i just did! sigh. this is what i mean about feeling like i'm "going crazy."

i called to tell her that i was sorry that i missed the call, that my ringer was off, but that i wanted her to know i got her message and that i would be there tomorrow. then i said, "i'm looking forward to seeing you as well, but if you can't tell - i feel very hurt and just plain ol' confused. i guess it's just going to have to wait until tomorrow to get sorted out though."

anyway, i know i'm posting a lot (about myself, and not offering anyone else feedback on their stuff, i'm so sorry), and i appreciate anyone who's taken the time to read and/or has responded to me. thank you.