I don't know, is there anything they can do? I just couldn't make myself try as hard, but now there's 4 done, 3 to go, so I'm over half way there. I just sat there and thought why am I putting myself through this? I mean I feel suicidal lots, and this extra stress is making me feel like even more of a failure. I just sat there for a while in the middle of the exam and thought, I don't need this, I may as well just walk out because I'll have done 'it' by the time I could need these grades. I seriously regret that now. It's really effecting my grades now it matters, and I just wish I knew if there was a way to make myself concentrate and not give up or let myself get stressed.
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